the serenity of glass elephants
it sits and waits…
for what may very
well be an eternity.
it cares little for
time, nor for all of
the other words which
could be spoken.
it cares only about the truth…
for that is what lay
reflected crookedly within
its body.
how ironic that before fire
ever touched its body, it
could have been a handful
of sand within an hourglass…
although in that form it could
have been perceived as impatient…
incessantly pushing for an answer.
as an elephant however, it
is serene. it is slow and
methodical, much like this
conversation that i am having.
it is quiet, but that is because
it is far more enjoyable to watch
these people suffer with their
conscience/humanity/societal training.
finally, i point to the glass elephant
in the middle of the room, and with a
thunderous phrase, smash it into a
multitude of shards… the likes of
which took her from me.
“i miss her too.” i speak quietly.
their faces melt into easy, and
i wish it had been that easy for me.
“we are so sorry for your loss.” they
hurry to say for fear that the moment
will pass and they’ll not be able to
break the silence once it has returned.
now i’ve nothing but the memory of
the elephant to comfort me… and the
guilt of having destroyed it.
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